how i wish my luv would be here wif me....
it's so cold.....i think i'm gonna turn off the lights a bit later....
dah lama sgt dok dlm ofis yg terang....

sometimes i felt so pathethic....
but there are times i feel really good about myself....
uh....
so now my ego wall dah collapse....
terpaksa la jilat ludah sendiri balik....
arief said it's ok....tapi aku rasa mcm bodoh la plak....
tapi sendiri pon tanak work hard...nak buat camne.....
it won't come easily....u're no longer on top la girl....
it's not like it was 10 years ago.....
now u're on ur own girl....
hmmm......
pening...pening...

tadi ull came to pick up her pics.....tomorrow they gonna met up...rasa mcm nak ikut plak...
but then tgk la camne....i'm not ready for the interview.....
and there's other things i have to settle....
bila nak pegi umah uda and discuss bout this?
kill me please....kill me.....

life can be cruel sometimes.....no no...life is cruel all the time...