alhamdulillah...
murah rezeki aku ari ni...
lunch tadi darul blanje makan....
thanks darul :)

aku pening kepala....
nak kata tak makan tadi dah makan beef & mushroom rice
maybe it's because of that matter....
though tak pikir tapi in a way it does effect me.....
i don't know how to react to this...
we seems to make joke out of it.....
yeah, we are able to laugh about it....
i know it's not right....totally, obviously wrong.....
this shouldn't happen....it was not suppose to happen....

there go..there go....
i'm beginning to freak out.....
shit!!
cool down...cool down.....
my hand is getting cold.....
take a deep breath.......
ok.....now...
think rationally.....

i think i wanna get married....
can i??
uh...gile la aku ni....

dah start bengong la ni......