everybody's busy with raya preparation....
i'm going to bukit bintang today...my frens wants to do their raya shopping...
as raya is approaching...it makes me more kusut....
do we have to celebrate raya??do we have to bake cakes n cookies? buy baju raya? clean up the house? whole family gather together?
i so not in the mood for raya...not this year...not the yesteryears...not even in the future....
i always wish i could run away to someplace where i don't have to celebrate raya....

i wish i'm just a tree that would stand still...no emotion, no senses, no guilt, no nothing.